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I like drinking coffee alone and reading alone. I like riding the bus alone and walking home alone. It gives me time to think and set my mind free. I like eating alone and listening to music alone. but when I see a mother with her child, a girl with her lover, or a friend laughing with their best friend, I realise that even though I like being alone, I don’t fancy being lonely. The sky is beautiful, but the people are sad. I just need someone who won’t run away.
The Buddha Head

Weekend…

Friday

night i went incredibly late to bed for work in the morning, i was dreading waking up, but actually i wasnt tired one bit, i was a little bit frightened i must amit waking up and getting ready on my own as the following night i watched paranormal activity 3, i havent watched the others, but by far, the most scariest movie ive ever seen *_* I hate things to do with paranormal, only because i actually have belief in spirits. 

Saturday

was good, i did not mess up at work, as the last two week i flooded the laundry room by the dishwasher over flowing. Had a good day, until i went to collect my wages, and  had been decreased by £5.04 a month, just after it has been increased by 77p, what on earth? So instead of getting a good 100 quid a month i now will be getting 94.96 to me that is a very very very big change, i need exactly £100 a month, Its just my luck. { i dont get any other money by parents, family etc} So yes, i am very upset.

Sunday

I had a nice day I guess,  I had a horrible headache though due to arguments, swearing, family members acting like animals, etc. But me and my baba baked a lovely cake for my ex-best-friends birthday party, { i recently made up with her in the summer, around august, we wasn’t friends for about a year } I brought the ingredients with my own money, and a bunch of flowers for my Godfather who is a little under the weather :) I mentioned i brought the ingredients with my own money, because i actually i have nothing, i get 100 a month ( well i use to ¬_¬ ) and i actually have no clothes, products, luxury’s etc etc. So yes, while i was shopping for them in Morrison’s with my little list, i felt like an independent adult, I can wait to be an adult ( yes i CAN wait, as i enjoy not having responsibilities)and do my food shopping weekly. Yes, so the cake was suppose to be a lovely red velvet cake! But it turned out brown :( i had great expectations to have this lovely bright contrasted red love heart shaped in fact with light fluffy icing. But my cooking skills was not as high standards as i wish them to be, but it was my first time baking! { With a little help from my father }

red velvet chocolate cake! 

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